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    ghostintruder  40, Female, California, USA - First entry!
18
Jan 2010
10:09 AM PST
   

This is a test
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    secretnotes  35, Female, California, USA - 17 entries
17
Jan 2010
6:04 PM EDT
   

"It is a paradoxical but profoundly true and important principle of life that the most likely way to reach a goal is to be aiming not at that goal itself but at some more ambitious goal beyond it." - Arnold Toynbee

It's like me and basketball.. if I shoot for the basket, I miss but if I shoot father, into a harder goal, the ball falls into the basket. I guess the moral is you should always shoot a little farther.

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    ladylyn501  64, Female, Texas, USA - 7 entries
17
Jan 2010
10:27 AM EDT
   

UNDER WATCHFUL EYES AND EARS

HI IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE MY LAST ENTRY, LIGHT HAS STILL YET TO GO OFF IN MY HEAD . NOTHING HAS CHANGE IN OUR LIVES YET NO REAL PROGRESS �OF TRUTHS, HOWEVER I AM A LITTLE MORE AWARE OF SOMETHING MY HEAD IS NOT AS MUCH IN A COFFIN AS IN THE BEGINNING (WHEN EVER THE BEGINNING WAS) OF ALL THIS CRAZINESS . I NEVER REALIZED HOW HARD LIFE REALLY IS SOME HOW I WAS WALKING TO FREE AND SOME ONE SAW THAT AND DECIDED TO KICK �ME AND MAKE SURE I FEEL IT MUCH LIKE THE PHRASE { PINCH ME TO SEE IF I AM AWAKE} WELL I WAS NOT PINCHED I WAS TOSSED, PLACED IN A COFFIN STATE OF MIND, NOW I AM LEFT FOR DEAD. THESE LITTLE BLOCKS FEELS MUCH LIKE A DEATH SENTENCE TO ME I SAY IT THAT STRONGLY BECAUSE I WASN'T IN TOUCH WITH MYSELF AND SOME ONE TOOK ADVANTAGE OF THAT AND USED IT AS A REALITY STONE{ BUT FILLED WITH LIES, TRICKERY AND DECEIT} IN MY PATH AND TOOK MY KIDS LIFE AWAY FROM ME LIKE A THIEF IN THE NIGHT AND HERE ALL I SEEM TO DO LATELY IS JOURNAL TO SURVIVE MY MIND SET ALL I SEEMS TO THINK ABOUT IS THAT SOME HOW I ALLOWED IT, I AM STUPID BECAUSE I HAVE NO REAL SURVIVOR SKILLS I COULDN'T PRESERVE MY OWN FAMILY FROM ALL THE TRICKERY MIND GAMES THAT WAS PLAYED IN ALL OUR LIVES. MY FAMILY WAS DIVIDED INTO SO MANY PLANE FIELDS OF GAMES THAT I JUST CAN'T EVEN BEGAN TO EXPLAIN IT RIGHT NOW. MY SON WAS THE TARGET THE WHOLE TIME EVERYTHING ELSE WAS REAL BUT JUST SMOKE SCREENS IN MY HEART THIS SMELLS OF POLITICS, RESEARCHERS, AND MUCH MORE THAN I CAN SAY RIGHT NOW. I MISS HIM HE OF ALL OF US DON'T DESERVE THIS CRAZINESS..................BY FOR NOW.......THANKS FOR YOU EARS
LADYLYN OUT �
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    IsabelPalmtree  30, Female, Idaho, USA - 19 entries
16
Jan 2010
8:41 AM MST
   

If you have a lot of courage, more opportunities open up, making life wayyy broader and bigger. If you are a total scared-y cat, you wont take chances or do anything drastic to broaden your horizons.
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    IsabelPalmtree  30, Female, Idaho, USA - 19 entries
16
Jan 2010
8:39 AM MST
   

I think that's a really good quote and I totally agree. I say "do something exciting, god damnit!" everyday to myself. It's one of the most important things in life, doing something amazing and fun. It doesn't have to be neccissarily worth while but whatever. it just has to be something you're glad you did. A memory you can look back at. And I think so far in my life, ive done a good job at doing my fair share of crazy, fun things. And some were weird and some were dumb but I will never have regrets. never ever. And in twenty years, no wayyy will I be disappointed with myself. And in twenty years, ill only be 34. c'mon the excitement doesn't end there.
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    RSturgeon  36, Female, Michigan, USA - 2 entries
15
Jan 2010
8:09 PM EDT
   

�� � �I'm new to this but am willing to give it a try. Hopefully, keeping a journal will help my mind from continously running && jumping from one thing to the next. I'm 19 about to turn 20 in Feb. I have been married for a little over a year to a wonderful man. I have beautiful daughter that is 5 months old. I don't know what I would do without them in my life.�

�� � �As of my life right now....... Its difficult like it is for most people these days. Theres no jobs and money is tight and you try to stay sane from all the stress your under. I dropped out of school when I was 16 and now I'm finally trying to go back and finish. I'm finding that its alot harder than it sounds. I'm so rusty; its really frustrating.�

�� � � � � � � � � � I'm on a journey to bettering myself and reaching my goal. <3

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    Becky  67, Female, Texas, USA - 2 entries
15
Jan 2010
7:47 PM EDT
   

I think you will find that when you are faced with change, you will either resist or embrace it. I would hope that if the change is inevitable, I would embrace it & go with the flow....making the best of whatever the situation might be. Aging of oneself or the aging & death of family members could be considered in this proverb. You can work to delay or stall it, but can you really prevent it? It is far less stressful & more fun to "build the windmills" of life & enjoy the ride! Besides the fact that constantly "building shelters" of safety & prevention is alot of work & just might keep you from missing some spontaneous fun you would have missed otherwise! God in the one in ultiment control.
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    Mario  55, Male, Connecticut, USA - 27 entries
15
Jan 2010
6:26 PM EDT
   

Life/ The RollerCoaster Ride

In This vast perpetual realm, Between time and space: One can have a sense of irrate., As if one is late for the big important date., Yet we stake our claim, Although the stake may be small., One needeth a real heart that is saturated with the of God and his word., This is in order to with stand that true test of time ! The challenge to be made free is only a question of time ? Mario William Vitale
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    vampiricakatt  30, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
14
Jan 2010
6:49 AM EDT
   

I Want to DIE

I want to die

Everything is going wrong for me.

My mom drinks

my dad drinks

My brother hates me

My little brother left

I hate to be alone

thats why I say this

I just want to die

Because I see no point In living.

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    vampiricakatt  30, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
14
Jan 2010
6:31 AM EDT
   

Hi every one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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